Thursday, December 22, 2005
*the man-chan kok keong*the man who taught me "no man is an island" & always asked myself "y not me?" when work it comes to work allocation.even till now i still use this 2 verse to educate my cadets and ppl around me.
the man who always entertain my crap when i go back to hong kah.
the man who nagged so much at me when i was doing my batik.
the man who said he will teach me how to make a ceremic pot.
the man who have taught me so many life principal.
the man whom i always laugh at his tummy and he will always say that it will be gone the next time i see him.
the man who promise to make a ceremic plate for us on next year teachers' day
the man who promise to invite us to his place for karoke session on new year.
the man who is gone.=s
one of my siant had gone up to the heaven to enjoy his life.
I went to his wake today.
I saw his picture
i saw his face
he look so different.
so different that i feel weird.
so different that i cannot control my tears.
i can't see his round tummy.
i can't hear his naggy voice.
I only see a man lying down there who dun look like him at all.
saw his wives.
one of them was my primary school teacher.
n his youngest wife.
was shit.
talking rubbish.
now i understand y he choose to filrt around.
his family dun even understand AT ALL.
he was a idiot.
a stupid one.
with the kind of knowledgeable brain he had.
he dun believe in western medication
he dun believe in doctors
he only believe that he is alright
till last week when he was admitted to hospital
and x ray shows that he got shadows (cancer cells) all over his body.
but for the 1st 2 days he still think is fine
happliy planning for his birthday that is on 261205.
planning where to go.planning where to sing his karoke.
and all of sudden he is gone on monday.
gone forever!
not be able to celebrate his bday that is so near.
how can someone be so idoitic!!
not even a last word for anyone.
who the hell will noe how to handle all his art pieces.
those pieces that he liked so much
those pieces that he dun even bare to sell aways for lots of bucks.
whenever i see him on the way home.i will call "mr chan.bye!" and wave so hard at him.
i did that just now
and hope he can feel my final bye to him
rest in peace mr chan.i will miss you!
