*y have kids*
191005-the day sux!i started off from angry to concern then to worries n back to angry again.dun even let me her this verse "the M1 customer u have called is currently not avaliable.please call back later" i will curse n swear!!!
i feel the pain the parents had suffered.IT HURTS! n badly.my emotion took over me.i can't sleep i can't do my work properly.part of me was damm afraid that silly boy will do foolish things the other feel like slamming him against the wall.asking him "WHERE IS YOUR BLOODY BRAIN"
but is all over.past few days.he did reply me n all (out of the few 10s messages n 100 over calls.he replied 2 msg.how nice!.not e pt.all i wan to know is his safety).n i have calm down to realise that maybe he jus gt to learn the hard way.n is fated.but of all ppl.Y HIM.damm disappointed!
today.i went emotional again.he called but I MISSED his phone call.the only last chance i can speak to him.i actualli missed it.WAT THE HELL.i can't even do my project n i think i screw it up.
one month more before i can get back to him hard! boy!i swear i will make him cry n think!!!!
but that can only happen if he dun screw things up!
i m upset.can't imagine how his parents go thru this
i wuld have kill him if he is my son!
anyway.he is not that bad afterall.i jus need to brainwash him!hope it is nt too late!
really fucked up that i missed the call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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shannie love
6:07 AM

*no topic*
HAPPI BIRTHDAY PING YIE.MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! (191005)
was out with the usual ppl plus yi juan to celebrate ping yie birthday!
wad the hell we give hong bao for her bday!.haha.damm obiang la!
the this HQ campcraft committee suxs la.i like being invovled in an event
BUT all xiao hong's wife inside lah.wat the hell!
let ping yie suffer alone ba* wahaha!
i still like teaching the kids!
see how la!
anywya ms loy give the 3 flowers the footprint keychain.
so cute *thanks senior flower
and the 2 tree uncles can both of u dun be so petty.wahaha!
at NYDC eat till wanna puke.so full sia.think my diet plan can push even further le.so in the end dun even need to go on diet!
that's all for the nite!

shannie love
3:53 PM

*Kids*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS LOY WEI KIIN.MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.(111005)
was out with the old people.opps!! i mean older people who is young at heart.=p
idea was to celebrate ms loy birthday.=p
we had our dinner at chomp chomp.(like wad mel say.westerner got east to celebrate bday.then next time easterner will celebrate in the west!)k!.Ms lee is complaining bout tze jia being notti and all.but kids are like that lah.cannot blame them.coz before that while in dom's car.ping yie n me fight like two crazy kids in the back seat.taking dom's soft toys as weapon.hiting each other on the face.Haiz! wonder why are we like that.haha.=p then once we reach chomp chomp.dom n mel complain to ms loy that we fought in the car.n i jus tell her NO! we didn't.haha.like small kids trying to bluff their way thru.when they see thier mums with a cane.=p
After chomp chomp.we headed to punggol park?.think so la.some place where the laska is very nice(dom claimed).but before that.we are trying to hide the present from ms loy sight.SO BIG how to hide? haha.so we went to hide behing dom's back.assuming that he is big enuff to cover us.or rather the present.haha.=p LAME lah.
Ok at the park.we are still hiding.then i realise that xiao hong at thte age of 39 is acting like 19.haha.=p saying n doing lame things.=p
the most difficult task was not to hide the present(we couldn't hide it.so we jus take it as it is).the most difficult task was to light the 18 candles.it is so difficult that we need 4 person to light up those candles n transporting the cakes to ms loy.ok! n after the cake.we presented her the present.yie ping gave a long speech and gave a teddy bear.a teddy bear from dom's car.haha.n she like it.aiyah.like tt so happi le.zhao zhi dao.dun buy gift le.opps! no lah.we r not tht bad lor.we are frm the flower group leh!.in the end we gave her the cushion i brought n my pirated A3 snoopy card.haha.i think she like it lah.=p
then stayed there chit chat.=p
After that.off to home sweet home!i have fun!

shannie love
12:21 AM

*trust*
betray trust!!!
some people do that to earn reputation.
while some do it because of friendship
an some because of BGR (wth.the world is so big cannot find one.must be so despo till betray ppl meh!!)haha! not my case!
i m one who is always trusted by higher authority! *hao Lian*
yah! they do trust me alot.from this 3 stopover it is clear enuff to see le.i can get supervivsor telling me "when i give u work.i dun have to worry at all.i can jus put my mind at ease.knowing best u will make it the best!" yes! and that's what i am.haha.earn de reputation not bootlick one lor.=p
recentli have been seeing lota ppl stabbing each other back so hard that it bleed badly.come to think bout it.it's rather scarli.imagine all my friends (or rather whom i call friends) start backstabbing me!! eerrrks!!
nevertheless life still goes on.i have seen ppl cry because of backstabbing cases.i really pity them but come to think bout it.
is it really thier fault or is it U who din realli do anything well-like?
moreover.secert are suppose to be kept rite.if u dun wan anyone to know.keep it to yourself then.y do u need to tell? ppl's mouth can't be shut.that's when u will see the kepo side of human!!
sadded.TEP is ending in 1 week time.haiz.all my frens made in this 3 stopover.i realli like them alot.and hope we can get together for lunh or outing even when classical start k!!they are cool ppl whom i trust!n no worries that i will betray u guys.if i would.i will do that long time ago.u guys are too cute to be stab!!.haha.=p
I have realli learn alot from TEP and i love it to the max lah.i dun wan to study!!
wake up man!! not up to me to choose.haiz!!
ARDC is rather busy.but i like it.everyday full of work to do.n learn from mistake.mistake n mistake.
"in ARDC.I m able to LEAD as a leader.Learn to overcome all diffculties n EXCEL as a team!" that's the quote i gave to MR tan.haha.n i m doing it.for the rest of my life whenever i go.coz is LEO (LEAD EXCEL OVERCOME).HKSS NPCC annual camp term!
and one more discovery.i think i m a patient person.coz thru this SSC Project.i realise that everyone is grumbling so hard xcept me.i still cna tahan.hmm...not too bad ar.*claps for myself.coz i din go around scolding people like i will last time.wahaha.=p
*note.TPK is not some important person.it is jus some thiny winy small fish in NYP.opps!! Karma!!
Build trust n dun destroy!

shannie love
12:10 AM

*Fruitful Week*
~BACK!!
For the past one week.I have been occupied.=p
Think I am slowly getting back to my old life.
Everyday full of adventure n fun instead of slacking!
*HAPPY SMILING*
Well,lets start off from
sunday!
HAPPY WEDDING LAWERENCE N CRYSTAL!!!
May both of you be sweet n loving for very long (i normally dun blive in forever la.so very long is good enough le)
Well.they had their wedding "dinner" held at CS chatlet.rather creative idea.but atmosphere wasn't really fantastic.But afterall,as long as the 2 are happy that good enough!
Monday
the start of my block leave!
I went to help my mother at her stall!!*so guai right!!
Tuesday
I came back to school for a meeting on the SSC project! Wow!I WENT TO SCHOOL ON MY BLOCK LEAVE!
well this show that I am rather interested in doing this client project n want so much to get involved if not i wun even have bother!!
Wednesday
I went back to school for like 9 hours to do some handover kinda thing!!
Then went over to taka to meet my ah lians n ah huas!! NINI BELATED BIRTHDAY *for like 1 month ago!=s
as usual.FUN! n we concluded that either say or nini will get married first!so cool!can't wait for the day where all my ah lians n ah huas get married!
I love them la!
Thursday
I went to help my mum!
then to HQ at night n stayed all the way to 3AM
this night really show me the importance of friends! n wad frens are for!
the 3 flowers n 2 trees plus magarin boy!
cool people!great friends!
Friday
Poor trees woke up 3 hrs earlier than the 2 flowers for work!
then keep on complaning n complaining n complaining.OPPS!
OFFICER DAY
see lame people doing lame things
see stupid people doing stupid things
see bi-lok making us do unneccessary things n making everybody so unhappy (that's when i complain bout my supervisors.human with no brain or funny brain cause they can't think properly!)
shit la!
TPK.bloody bastard.opps!!.i learnt that world is unfair.n noe y some ppl can climb so high without any skills or talent!
dissapointed thou!
saturday
help mama!!for whole day!!
Sunday
Help mama
do survey!
i do cheat alittle la
Coz really damm sian can!
haha! slowly getting back my life
n he had learnt to give me the freedom i want.
more freedom to come!!~