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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

*saints*

was out with miss loy.yie ping.xh.dom.mel for dinner at holland v and then for a drink (coffee) at clementi.it was suppose to be a session for me to share alot of stories.but i forgot about what i m suppose to tell.n of coz as ususal.GOSSIP again! n alittle complain la.=p
the last part we actualli tok about how i used to adore MR RAZAK n ended up to hate him.long story.hard to explain also but at that moment.MRS ong actually came into my mind.i remembered her visiting me in the dentention room asking me whether i had lunch anot.and offered to actualli get something for me to eat.kaoz.*so touch can at that moment.n she is the one who tell mr chee that i need to help her with some work n save me from wasting my time in the detention room.she is the one beside me making me luff when i was crying like hell because of the incident lor n she accompanied me till after school hours.kaoz~ i miss her!!!!
i always tell my friends.i have a very lucky or rather fortunate life.coz in my life i actualli meet alot of "GUI REN" who i also named them as saint.they really groom me to a better person and smoothen my roads alot.
MRS RATNA RAJ.my primary school teacher.i think i m the only one who dares to make fun of her tok to her in very rude manner lah (still rmber i used to call her lion head).she always give me opportunities to groom me as a leader.i m just like her PA lah.anything also ask me do.she trusted me.n i realli learn alot from her.i m blessed to have her in my primary school life.
*she loves to pinch me on my cheeks.
MRS KAREN ONG.mentioned above.but thats not the onli reason lah.she really dote on me alot.n i can make fun of her n i loves to speak to her in mandrin.coz her mandrin accent very funny lor.but in the end she will still force me to speak in english coz she thinks my english sucks lor (no need to think actually.is true).she rocks my secondary 1 & 2 life.
*she too love to pinch me on my cheeks
MR CHAN KOK KEONG.ppl might think he is jus a old man who loves to nag.but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!.he is not.watever he says really give me a real great knock on my head n change my mind set.he had given me lota advise on everything.n i realli think he is veri knowledgeable and fun to be with.cause i can make fun of him n he dun mind!
MR WONG EIK KIAT.ok lor.miss loy says she (wang da ma) dote on me the most.ok lor.actually quite true lah.i tok to him like no respect like that.but he also ok with it.i think he is the one who always snatch and reserve all the oppunities to showcase my leadership la.N that make me fall and become a better person.but he is like changing leh.dun feel really close to him any more.but i hope the old eik kiat will be back soon (opps!!.yah i always call him eik kiat that time)
lastly.MISS LOY WEI KIIN.i think she likes me coz i nv spelled her name wrongly when i was in sec 1.haha.no need to say lah.i think my previous entry also say alot of things about her.all i can say is that.she plays the biggest part in moulding me to what i m today.if u like me.thank her.if u dun like me blame her.wahaha.=p
ACtually.towards them i dun treat them like a mentor.i think when i tok to them.it will pissed many ppl off.thinking "why this ger tok to teacher like that one.so rude" but thats me.THANK YOU TEACHERS! (think this entry shuld be posted on teachers day ba.haha)
well.thats primary n secondary school.but come to poly.all mentor sux la.maybe i haven met one yet.but i think they damm fake lor.=s sadded

shannie love
4:01 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

*breaking up*

me:Eddy.I breaking up soon
Eddy:From CC2 u tell me u wan to break then to event u also say u breaking up soon till now in BPOS (he in bpos i in ARDC) you still saying u breaking up soon.

me:Amanda.U breaking?
Amanda: y u see me everytime ask me same question one.then i must ask u le.
me: (without hesitation) SOON!
Amanda: FROM CC2 sia
me: Eddy amanda said the same thing as u
Eddy: yah lah! from CC2 u say u wan a break up!

I think if i would to tell say hoon the same thing.she will proberly say "wo ting guo hen duo ci le leh".(i hear damm lota time le leh).coz since i started about 3 months i have been telling her that!

but now look at the situation.i m still struck.haha.
said is easier than done.
got ppl in love till like tt one meh?
m i really in love or jus for the fun of it.
we both noe that the ending is no ending.then y are we still together?
read ppl's blog saying that i wan to marry and become MRS. watever (hello.their relaionship only about 1 year plus n they plan to get married le?)
What the hell!!!!
the sweetness in relationship had faded away as months goes by.wad is coming up is reality we got to faced.sadded...=s

shannie love
7:23 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

*bitch session*

jus a short one.came across this blog.
y do some CIs only wan to have fun themselves.
y do they think that scolding cadets is such a honourable things
do u really scold coz u want the cadets to learn or u scold because u wan to let everyone know that u are capable or tough?
y do some CIs plan camps jus to takan cadet.and have fun themselves
ain't our motive to let the cadets learn?
haiz.y is there such CIs around?
i tot at our age.we should be able to think.to look at things from more than one side and to talk sense rather than scold?
i dun understand them!
feel free to give comment!

shannie love
11:29 PM


*Boyfriend VS Boy-friends*

sad to say.love is selfish.cause whenever you are invovled in a relationship.your friends (of the opposite sex) gets lesser and lesser sometime even gone.i jus feel sick bout it but i m actually practicing it.wth.=s
nevertheless.i still have friends who stood by me.a friend who is still willing to befriend with me.even noeing that i m so-call (zhong se qi you).behind him i jus feel like going out with my friends freely.jus because i once like him doesn't mean i will fall back for him.y can't he understand??.sick.but that the sacrific to be made i guess.but still WHY? ~paranoid
hmm.yesterday was a funny-enjoyable-yet-mulu outing with me beloved friends.jh.gaga.yj.damm funny lah the whole trip but damm tiring lor.either we have to lower yj's noise.or we have to talk (shout) louder than him.haha.and finally i get to see durga's boyfriend.damm cute la they.nose touch nose scence.act gentle only.i should have shown her bf the video i took earlier in ARDC.the fight between the girls.=p BK followed by half a waffle made my clothes smaller today.neoprints follow up.a terror experience.first time in my life i have too neoprint in such havoc and chaos sitution.shouting all over the place like market like that.but i bet i will have more of that.haha.SM u r the best! i m simply in love with them lah.haha.
night time.sick sian.y must he always do that.he is soon leading me insane.i feel like a goner with him or rather with his fuck temper and attitdue.i jus feel like giving up yet i m afraid.i dunno how far or extreme he will go.i m jus afraid.the sweetest part of him is always not in my mind to control me whenever his temper arise.he will go crazy.n i will soon be like him.time to let go? i dunno.i need help.but i dunno from who or from what.~suckz
amanda.can we talk soon?

shannie love
8:59 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

*experience*

*experience is created by bad judgement*.agree!
when back to hong kah on friday to meet my lian huas.pauline and xiuli.purpose was to take a look at those teacher and see if they are still alive.apparently. they are still alive and kicking well.=p
have a short talk together.and we talk about boyfriends.as ususal we will gossip about our boyfriends ill treating us.N me and nini actually share the same boyfriend.opps! i mean boyfriend of the same characters.i pity her jus like how i pity myself.wahaha!!~ they are both egoistic.abusive.and jeaously freak.plus plus plus.they are flirts.haha.not to a extend that they will find gers but they jus love to make fun of gers.WTH.but i m fine with it.=p the most important factor concluded is they are from the TAY's family.haha.anyone who read my blog and happen to have a boyfriend who surname is TAY.let me noe if he got the above sydrome.haha.=p
sometime i jus wonder.y m i still with him? haha.thats a issue i cannot understand and jus hope i dun understand.=p is being with him a bad judgement? well.will see if it turns out to be a experience.haha.=p
have finally complete my survey thingy.thats mean i can take leave and go back to NP.things dun seems quite ok back in NP.but i will act to in asap.
guys and gers watching nude pictures together.haha.no funny feelings.think at this age of mine sex porn all this things are actually normal.but that is bad.cause it might led to unwanted pregency.=p be sensible k!if really cannot tahan.plz take safety precaution!
yah! i made sandwhiches for ray on the 15th month birthday.no chey! please.coz i think it taste good and he is happy.=p

shannie love
10:04 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

*New Friends.Old Friends*

phew!~damm long ever since i login to blogger to type a entry.for those who are faithfully waiting for my gossip.Sorry to keep you guys waiting.=p
well.let me just update on myself first before i start bitching a.*KARMA.=p
this past one month (august) was a i-got-no-bucks-left kinda month.
Happy Birthday Raymond.
Happy Birthday Say Hoon.
Happy Birthday Melvin
Happy Birthday Hanah
Happy Birthday NINI
Happy Birthday Fang Min
Happy Birthday Raymond's Mom
Nevertheless.i was happy to know that they enjoy thier birthday very much.haha.=p
From EMRS i went over to ARDC.poor us.now gotta go down to SSC everyday to do the dumb survey.but i was lucky enough to actually got clementi.haha.=p
Due to all this shit.i have not gone to any parade.i m upset.there is certainly a big gap to catch up with my cadets.I sms HAppy Teachers' Day greeting to all those teachers i know.and this is how mrs long reply."thk u.miss u at out parade.when can we see u again" i was like.so MA LU can.haha.but then i will surly go back when the SSC thing settled.I miss NPCC.I miss teaching.haha.=p
Mr peter Cheng finally propose to MRS PETER CHENG on mount K.haha.though pei chee say very typical of him but then i think is sweet lah.haha.and MRS Cheng answer also veri cool leh "sURE".haha.no wonder they can be together like so damm long.anyway peter cheng blog is a very educational one.jus got to know that the top blog is some cheapo despo girl's blog.so lame.i rather u guys read cheng's blog.at least there is some eye opening picture.=p
In EMRS.i really meet real cool friends.sm.jh.durga.xin yi.this 4 rocks my days in EMRS.haha.they are cute and innocent.haha.seeing them fight like no tommorrow.i just think is cute lah.haha.=p I love you guys.and u guys rox.! (wad sm and jh always say) well not forgetting my slightly older friends.haha.manda.eddy.thou now we dun really mix together.but jus to let u guys noe that i still love u guys.haha.and manda we have hell lota bitching sessions to catch up yah! haha.=p
My lian huas also rocks.from them i see wad is real friendship.its been since secondary school and yet when we meet up.we are still as close.ah hui improved by baking a orange cake for say say's birthday *yummy. n she even made a card for her.haha.*well.some flash back: she used to spoil the birthday card with her gretting*.n now she actually made a card.haha.so sweet of her.to all the lian huas.your exams are coming.do well in it.if there is any other thing (apart from studies) that i can help.gotta let me know k.dun stress yourself up when u need to talk.haha.=p i can throw bf one side de.opps.haha.=p
mel's birthday was a hoo-ha also.*fun.haha.it a coasta sand chalet.there we have room full of police and the other full of ah bengs.so cool lah.but there is no fight leh.haha.saded.haha.=p the HOs are best at BBQ leh.we got the refine Alger who sit down to BBQ satay.and a magarin boy who can do his job without any complaints.haha.well.when all NPCC ppl get togeher.is jus plain fun.haha.even thou we jus sit down and talk.haha.but like wad dom say.nv let all the NPCC ppl sit in the circle.coz wad follow next will be a campfire.and indeed they started.luckly i manage to put a stop.if not.i think they sing till no tml.was rather suprise to see christina there.haha.i bet she was shocked to see me there ba.haha.think she will nv ever think that i m tat close to HQ staff.haha.N N N xiao hong got a girlfriend.a...boyfriend? girlfriend? haha.jus some wierd guy who keep pestering him.haha.not bad ar u.last time si nai xa shou now is gay xa shou.=p I miss going to HQ.haha.i miss the ppl there.i miss the fun there.=p
another entertainment last month.the KING KONG.haha.*i m sure i will get KARMA for saying this.but i dun care.i wan to let u guys know that alot of funny ppl realli EXIST in this world.haha.this ger.a 22 years old ger.with all her fats.she wore damm sexy to school (fashion disaster) she some time wore tube of stripe.haha.we will wear office skirt and wear till like jus below her breast.how cool rite.and a over knee length skirt.she can shake her leg till its like a mini skirt.haha.she also open her legs real wide.i dunno for wad reason.additonal to that,she pluck her armpit hair in class.dig her nose and throw wads in her nose on the table.wads more.she wilkl occasionally skretch her armpit and touch her boobs n her little sister.wat the fuck rite.so freaking disgusting lor.haha.and worst is she claim that she is been molested or rape (i can't rmber)7 TIMES by the same guy.judge yourself a.haha.=p she got no fren.she is alone.but who on earth will befriend with her??? is really like oh my god lor.and rite now she is talking to herself.7th months? haha.=p
gossip ended.haha.my boyfriend is currently working a t cold storage great world with his xiao lao po (the ger that likes him for like years).haha.i have no problem with him working there.coz i really hope he understand that whenever i go to my NPCC activities or male friends.it is nothing but juz chilling out N do work.haha!but once he start work.due to tirdness.we have been fighting.always laned us into veri bad situations.nevertheless.hope things will get better.haha.=p
all to have fun.=p

shannie love
9:04 AM