Wednesday, October 26, 2005
*y have kids*191005-the day sux!i started off from angry to concern then to worries n back to angry again.dun even let me her this verse "the M1 customer u have called is currently not avaliable.please call back later" i will curse n swear!!!
i feel the pain the parents had suffered.IT HURTS! n badly.my emotion took over me.i can't sleep i can't do my work properly.part of me was damm afraid that silly boy will do foolish things the other feel like slamming him against the wall.asking him "WHERE IS YOUR BLOODY BRAIN"
but is all over.past few days.he did reply me n all (out of the few 10s messages n 100 over calls.he replied 2 msg.how nice!.not e pt.all i wan to know is his safety).n i have calm down to realise that maybe he jus gt to learn the hard way.n is fated.but of all ppl.Y HIM.damm disappointed!
today.i went emotional again.he called but I MISSED his phone call.the only last chance i can speak to him.i actualli missed it.WAT THE HELL.i can't even do my project n i think i screw it up.
one month more before i can get back to him hard! boy!i swear i will make him cry n think!!!!
but that can only happen if he dun screw things up!
i m upset.can't imagine how his parents go thru this
i wuld have kill him if he is my son!
anyway.he is not that bad afterall.i jus need to brainwash him!hope it is nt too late!
really fucked up that i missed the call!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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