Wednesday, September 07, 2005
*Boyfriend VS Boy-friends*sad to say.love is selfish.cause whenever you are invovled in a relationship.your friends (of the opposite sex) gets lesser and lesser sometime even gone.i jus feel sick bout it but i m actually practicing it.wth.=s
nevertheless.i still have friends who stood by me.a friend who is still willing to befriend with me.even noeing that i m so-call (zhong se qi you).behind him i jus feel like going out with my friends freely.jus because i once like him doesn't mean i will fall back for him.y can't he understand??.sick.but that the sacrific to be made i guess.but still WHY? ~paranoid
hmm.yesterday was a funny-enjoyable-yet-mulu outing with me beloved friends.jh.gaga.yj.damm funny lah the whole trip but damm tiring lor.either we have to lower yj's noise.or we have to talk (shout) louder than him.haha.and finally i get to see durga's boyfriend.damm cute la they.nose touch nose scence.act gentle only.i should have shown her bf the video i took earlier in ARDC.the fight between the girls.=p BK followed by half a waffle made my clothes smaller today.neoprints follow up.a terror experience.first time in my life i have too neoprint in such havoc and chaos sitution.shouting all over the place like market like that.but i bet i will have more of that.haha.SM u r the best! i m simply in love with them lah.haha.
night time.sick sian.y must he always do that.he is soon leading me insane.i feel like a goner with him or rather with his fuck temper and attitdue.i jus feel like giving up yet i m afraid.i dunno how far or extreme he will go.i m jus afraid.the sweetest part of him is always not in my mind to control me whenever his temper arise.he will go crazy.n i will soon be like him.time to let go? i dunno.i need help.but i dunno from who or from what.~suckz
amanda.can we talk soon?
