Tuesday, June 28, 2005
*slack*arugh!!!! events sucks to the core (hmm..to rebecca.it is CORE not CALL.haha).i think is the group i m in.blame myself for nt able to peak them up.but seriously i m going down the drain....
BREED me man.haha.i m not DOing IT.i m BREAKING my life away.SLACK.i need encouragement.i need ms loy to talk some sense into my brain.i need someone to push me.if i nt i m realli gonna waste my life.THAT IS NOT MY STYLE.
BREED i dun wan to slack
haiz.feel so difted away from hkss npcc.arugh.i can't go back.i miss my cadets.able to teach them and cultivate them into a better and thinking person make my life seems so wonderful.the sense of achievement is great.recently the coming back of the 2 girls caused quite a big hoo-ha.nevertheless.i think it still wun create chaos in the unit.hope wang da ma is in his right mind.and congrate him for becuming the father of 2.a baby girl.haha=p
creating lota karma recently.haha.coz i m always so interested on the life of those ppl i dislike.pin pointing them have been hobby.KARMA.anyway juz want all to take more notice on those u loved and not those u dislike.coz being a human.esp girls.we like to bitch.and many a time we show too much concern to those we dislike.haha.=p so show more concern to ya frens and love ones.
talking about blog.this blog is rotting.haha.i m becuming lazier and lazier each day.haha.anyway the frenster blog thingy is getting on my nerves.haha.each time someone blog.they will send me a email.any ways to stop it? it is so irritating.haha.=p have been reading ray's ex blog recently.haha.she is really still in love with him.haha.is like after 3 years.haha.and their relationship only last for like 27 days.haha.but not only her lah.there is another ex of him who indirectly still express her love towards him.haha.and another poor ger.who did so much things for him from sec 3.STUPID.haha.for him.she enter to the course he took.haha.and now.happy enuff.she got to the same class as him.still doing things for him.haha.can even daydream that he send her home after her work.haha.cute ger.come to think about that.should i be thankful that i have him by my side.haha.or izzit jus because of Jeaously that they still like him (manda vs xa qi.haha).i think that's life ar.that's y u must learn to cherish what you have.coz when u dun have it.u wan it more than anything.
PEI SHAN get a life man.haha.hope i will be able to get back my to my usual life by next week.cause i wan my bday to be a fun and nice one.
sad to say.i m pretty upset with all the things i m doing now.i m down.=s
ms loy.talk to me!!!!.haha.=p
[[do wat u are suppose to.and u answer to all]]
